Process theology sensory experience free-write

In class today, we spent about 20 minutes outside having "follow the leader" sensory experiences -- shoes off in the grass, listen to a water pipe, feel the sunlight on your face, drag a hand over tree bark. And yet the most surprising sense was putting my bare feet back on the classroom carpet. I love bare feet. I loved my feet on the warm grass and on the sidewalk and on the cool, wet grass and on the rough brick. I live my best life barefoot. When you don't need to wear shoes, you are inseparable from the universe. You are home. You are on the front lawn or in the pool or at the beach or in the comfort of actual indoor home. The temperature is such that you need not cover your feet.

Separate from the feet feelings I loved the hearing the most. Listen to water rush through a pipe. Crinkle a plastic bag. Listen to the wind whip through a bright orange traffic cone. I was surprised to hear the water running so loudly through the pipe. I didn't want to put the cone down -- you know, the old "hear the ocean" thing. I enjoyed most all the things that remind me of homeness. If only there'd ben sand. Or water! There sort of was water. We ended  by gazing out over the bay. Every time I do that, I hear "we live in a beautiful world...yeah we do, yeah we do." As little as I dig Coldplay, that song has stayed with me since the video yearbook senior year.

Homeness.

Lenten "sacrifice" and stuff.

Tonight at Ash Wednesday worship, my supervising pastor preached that Lent is not a season of deprivation. This idea of deprivation and "giving up" of vices is something that we have become accustomed to -- it's almost a secularization of Lent in that people who do not live the other seasons of the church year so well are called to use Lent as an excuse for a new diet regimen. And that's fine, if they need that. But the season of Lent is not about cutting calories to fit into that new Easter dress. The season of Lent is for spiritual reflection and growth -- addition, one might say -- as we await the risen Christ on Easter morning.

It has been said of Lutherans that we are the Easter people. We wear empty crosses around our necks, not bleeding crucifixes, because it is the joy that comes with the morning upon which we ruminate for these 40 days of Lent. We may have fallen into the habit of cutting out cookies and caffeine (ooh until those Girl Scouts come by and oh, but it's just so early I'll fall asleep in class if I don't drink a cup of coffee) and allot extra time for reading and prayer (ooh until it's just so busy and I'll catch up tomorrow on those devotions I promise, oh, it's been a week already?)  and suddenly it is Holy Week and all we are is guilty for our forgotten "sacrifices" of the season of Lent.

My suggestion is that we take a moment to be reasonable. Spend this time of Lenten reflection getting closer to God. However you feel like you do that. Does that mean doing your best to get extra sleep? To drink less beer on Friday nights so you can get up on Saturdays and get your homework done? To get outside more often and remember the beauty of creation? There is no need to set new standards of living during these 40 days -- standards that will just fall by the wayside when real life gets in the way. In my view, God is not concerned with your counting of calories or forced, distracted minutes of "meditation" -- you're better off skipping it altogether.

Take a second, now, to think about how you can be reminded of the grace of God in your daily life. Try to get those places, do those things, see those people, hear those sounds.

Eat your cookie. Drink your coffee. Love your God.

Transfiguration -- Mark 9:2-9



Grace and peace from God our Creator, hope in our redeemer Jesus Christ, and the promised gifts of the Holy Spirit are with you all. Amen.

I studied abroad in Türkiye the summer between my junior and senior year of college. It was so hot the whole time we were there. I really don’t even know how I survived sweating that much. I was worried, especially, about the heat the day we decided to climb a mountain. We arrived at the foot of this serious hike, got out of the bus, and the air was cool and damp. Fog rolled through the small peaks above us. And we began the trek.

When we got to the top – to an untouched Greek-style theater, built into the rock – it was breathtaking. We spent the better part of that morning just climbing all over those rocks to get as many different vantage points of those mountains as we could. Looking at that photograph from that day in Termessos, I am reminded that it is easy to think of the Holy Spirit from the high vantage point of a mountaintop. The wind whips across your face as you look out over all that God has created, in that moment created it all just for you to see and hear and touch and breathe. The world is so beautiful at the top of a mountain – the whole, impossible world is within your reach. This is the mountaintop experience with the transfigured Jesus.

In the 8th chapter of Mark’s gospel, the story just before this one, Jesus is asking the disciples who they say that he is. It seems the ever-stumbling disciples are finally beginning to understand! Peter says that Jesus is the Messiah! And then Jesus explains what that will mean – that he will die – and Peter, after all, has not understood who Jesus is. So much so, that Jesus says, “Get behind me, Satan!” because Peter is stuck in this human understanding and not growing toward the divine understanding. It is following this altercation that Jesus leads Peter, with James and John, up a mountain. Maybe, this time, they’ll get it.

Can you imagine what was said during the climb? If I’d been there, I certainly would have asked where we were going and why. And Jesus probably would not have directly answered me. You know how he is. But we’d made a commitment to follow Jesus wherever he led us, and so up that mountain we’d go.

The story goes that when these three disciples and Jesus arrived at the top, Jesus was suddenly transfigured before them – and his clothes became dazzling white, such as no one on earth could bleach them. What a sight to see. No wonder Peter had no idea what to do. And as if the dazzling whiteness were not enough, suddenly there appears the founder and the restorer of Israel – Moses and Elijah.

So far in Peter’s memory, Jesus has spent his life with a bunch of fishermen…and suddenly he is on a mountaintop with the two greatest heroes of Peter’s people. Who is this man, Jesus, that Moses and Elijah would appear before him? This is a defining moment for Peter. This is a moment he wants to last forever. And how to do that? Build a home, there, so that these great leaders could stay. So that this moment could be preserved.

Peter says we should build a house – a dwelling place, a tent, a tabernacle, a temple, depending on who you’re reading – one each for Moses and for Elijah and for Jesus. Peter sees that this mountaintop experience is one he will never forget for the rest of his life. He can’t even figure out what’s happening. Is it real? Are Moses and Elijah really there? Who is this man, Jesus, that has led Peter and James and John up to this mountain peak? What is going on? He doesn’t know.

And there’s more to the story of my Turkish mountaintop, too. It’s why I hold so tightly to Peter’s part in this story. We spent our next bus ride – hours long, across the Turkish countryside – plotting just how wonderful our lives together could be if we moved to Türkiye permanently. I had this conversation with two of my closest friends from college. Jocelyn, my roommate, had graduated. She was off to graduate school in New Hampshire when we returned from Turkey. Cassidy was a year behind me, but soon his life would cease to be my everyday, as well. The three of us felt deeply the poignancy of this, our last mountaintop experience.

We wanted to build ourselves a home and a life in this place so we could be this way forever. Even as we were plotting, we knew it didn’t make sense but that didn’t matter. The words of where we’d live and where we’d work and where we’d study tumbled out of our mouths as though it were already truth. This is what happened to Peter on the mountaintop with Jesus.

And just as our future in Türkiye was fleeting, the mountaintop world ends for them, too. Just as suddenly as Moses and Elijah had arrived, they are gone. And instead is the thundering voice of God from the clouds, “This is my son, the Beloved; Listen to him!” As though the disciples were not terrified enough, already! There’s no way Peter could ever need further convincing of just how special this man, Jesus, was.

When Jesus was transfigured, the Greek text says his garments began to shine. You know, like the hymn, “Shine, Jesus, Shine.” The first verse goes, “Lord, the light of your love is shining, in the midst of our darkness – shining. Jesus, light of the world, shine upon us! Set us free by the truth you now bring us.”

The radiant image of Jesus, transfigured, will never leave the minds and hearts of these three disciples. The words of God will stick with them. They’ll listen to Jesus for a while longer. They’ll keep asking their questions and offering up misguided guesses and just trying to get along in a world that doesn’t quite have eyes for the light of Christ. We as hearers of this story share in that with them. "Here in this place, a new light is streaming."

As Jesus was transfigured on a mountaintop before three of his friends, so does the light of Christ transfigure us here, now, before our friends. It may, at times, be confusing. We may, at times, wonder just what’s going on, what we should be doing, what part we will play. But we have made a commitment to bring forth the kingdom of justice. We are the people who will shine Christ’s light to the world. We are the bumbling disciples, that is for sure.

But those bumbling disciples went on their way preaching and teaching and people told their story for generations until finally some people started to write it down and it somehow became that book we read out of this morning. You may feel like Peter felt, gazing upon Moses and Elijah and Jesus when you think back to Peter and to Paul and to all the apostles whose stories we tell. And just because this book is finished does not mean the story ends, here. The story begins, here. This incident in Mark’s gospel is a turning point. From here on out, everything points to Easter. Lent begins in a few days. All signs point to Easter. And so we cannot stay here, in this place where we have encountered the light of Christ. We must go on, toward Easter. 

"As we gaze on his kingly brightness, so our faces display his likeness….mirrored here, may our lives tell the story." 

Shine, Jesus, Shine.